From Love to Hatred

I was the angel your heart picked
You grew wings of my own
You helped me learn to fly
And we flew together

You took me to the highest heavens
We traveled over the universe
You bestowed me the miracles I had never felt
You showed me your beauty that melt

You built me dreams
And I saved hopes
All my life I trusted in you
We kept on flying and followed the journey of the sun

At the point I didn't realize how high I was
You broke my wings
You let me fall
You didn't catch me

I am the broken angel
You present my wings to another angel

I am the broken angel
Seeing both of you soar to the place we had ever been

I am the broken angel
Possessing the remains
Broken dreams and broken hopes

I am the broken angel

I am no more angel

hey, me!

for how long will you be dissolved in fantasies?
it would never rest you in peace
will you stop reminiscing?

of his cradling you with heavenly vows that he would wake you up every morning with a gentle kiss if he ever married you

of his desiring to have four babies with you,
two little kikis and two little taufans

of his cuddling you in his warm embrace while you were sleeping and his saying that it was the coziest moment he experienced

of his kiss that made both of you become wordless

of his yearning to embrace you almost every time, yearning to breathe in your scent, yearning to see your smile

of his telling you " I love you " for the first time and the next times or sometimes " ya tebya liubliu " that made you nearly always laugh, and " sleep tight sweet dreams " everytime you would go to bed

of his swears that he was bestowed to be loved by you, it is a trust to be your hearthrob and is a duty to look after you because he loved you and he prayed that it would last ever after

they are only reminiscences anyway..

hey, me!

will you stop daydreaming?

that both of you would eventually be reentwined

that he would be the first and the last man who kissed your lips, who traced every inch of your skin, who ever hugged you

that you would be his mrs

that you would prepare breakfast and coffee for him every morning

that you would cook for him and look after your children together with him

that you would gaze the stars while laying down on prairie with him

that he would take you to the place called 'Dreamland' and grasp your hands while fringing along the coast

that he would be the only companion until your hair turns to grey, so that he would be the only one who understands your beauty

daydreamer..

hey, me!
even when you're writing you're reminiscing!

and I said,
because memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose..

Silver rain that falling down
Across your hair and across your face
When I saw you off that day

We take a little ride and walk
Around the corner of the city block
After you saw him at that place

It's really like a miracle
To walk along with you side by side
When I take you to your house

You said this was unexpected thing
And I guess I feel the same way too
Cause it's shivering my hearts

Don't you now I can never hold back
Cause i never want to see you crying

Cause I need you upon my dreams
And I miss you of my life
If tomorrow never comes
All I want is to be with you


:: This song is written by my honey, it's about a thing that happened on a rainy day - beneath the rainy sky
(read my blog canis majoris : Today, 3 Years Ago, posted on december 31st 2006).

And I clearly remember, that day, when we were entering the bus terminal, my honey's face was hit by frying oil sprinkling! Then I wiped off the oil on his face with my bare hand. It was the first time I touched his face.. ::